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Weebster

Weebster

Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
Mar 11, 2022
1,683
Jumping is my method so I guess my subconscious has become fixated on it
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,469
I've had those dreams of falling as well. Not jumping off anything but just falling down for a long time in the sky.
 
markimobzzdeasui

markimobzzdeasui

Life is a cruel joke
Oct 24, 2021
1,160
I feel you. I have had such dreams daily,around 11 years ago just after my first failed suicide attempt! I was in school at that time, surrounded by horrendous people. Although my dreams would consist of either shooting myself in the head or falling from a tall building or both! It was extremely scary and every time I woke up,there was severe terror inside of me. Worst part was that I had to lie to people around me and maintain an imposter face.
I am sorry you are facing this too. I absolutely hate how human mind works and mess up things.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,603
Jumping sounds like a terrifying way to leave this world, I know that I could never ctb that way. It does sound so awful dreaming of that. There is no peace in this life, even in sleep.
 
Judy Garland

Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
825
I've had those types of dreams. I get a lot of dreams where I'm in a vehicle, be it a bus, car, or train. And the driver of these vehicles is usually not right in some way, so I have fear in the dream of going out of control. Sometimes the vehicles do go out of control, sometimes they don't, but I usually wake up in the middle of it and am terrified.
 
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CommitSudoku

never interfere with a lifespan reaping
Feb 12, 2022
524
I think I've had dreams of every method I've considered leaving with. A few days ago I had a dream with SN though I forgot much other than that. I'm not sure how to feel about these dreams, sometimes they're comforting. I'm sorry you can't even find peace in your sleep/dreams.
 

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