kittybangbang
...when darkness turns to light...
- Aug 8, 2026
- 5
Things are falling into place. I think I have everything ready to go. Letters are written. I'm going the partial hanging route. Never thought I would honestly. All my attempts in the past involved drugs and/or alcohol. But I'm realizing that's why none of those attempts ever worked. I feel almost euphoric right now. I've never felt this before. I really really hope this all works out. The pain I go through every day is too much. Wish me luck!
Edit: just realized I should probably shower and wash/brush my hair. Haven't done that in a few days. I hope it doesn't take too long for my body to be discovered. I don't live alone, but they could probably go a day or 2 without seeing me and not get worried. I should probably do a scheduled text message like a couple hours after I do it so that they know to get me.
Edit: just realized I should probably shower and wash/brush my hair. Haven't done that in a few days. I hope it doesn't take too long for my body to be discovered. I don't live alone, but they could probably go a day or 2 without seeing me and not get worried. I should probably do a scheduled text message like a couple hours after I do it so that they know to get me.
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