it's my birthday today but i'm not happy

[Friend_A]

"happy birthday" sounds off to me because i've stopped feeling any sort of happiness a long time ago. now my birthdays just make me feel lonelier than usual.

do u guys like ur birthdays?

 

[SweetSurrender]

Not really. I hate things that remind what a loser I am. In the sense with the passage of time nothing had changed. I'm still stuck... no improvement

 

[these_days9]

Well then I just wish you a birthday :). I hate mine, try to ignore it every year. Just a reminder of the worst day of my life. I'm sorry you feel lonely. We're all here though with you.

 

[woxihuanni]

It was all lonely, and I won't see another one.

 

[degeneratewaste]

it was my birthday 2 days ago also. every year it just reminds me that I'm wasting my young life by being depressed.

 

[greebo6]

I dread my birthday. Its just an annual reminder that nothing has changed and nothing will for the next 12 months .Also reminder that I'm getting even older. Horribly lonely and depressing day .

I hope my next one , which is not that far away ,is my last one. I plan it to be.

 

[Friend_A]

Not really. I hate things that remind what a loser I am. In the sense with the passage of time nothing had changed. I'm still stuck... no improvement

i am sort of similar to u. sending u some

 

[Deleted member 19654]

I hate birthdays too. I hate that it reminds me I'm getting older. I prefer not to tell people when it is because I hate the fuss and I especially hate people singing happy birthday to me.

 

[Friend_A]

Well then I just wish you a birthday :). I hate mine, try to ignore it every year. Just a reminder of the worst day of my life. I'm sorry you feel lonely. We're all here though with you.

ur first sentence made me smile. thank you. im sorry u hate ur birthdays but i can understand why because i am the same. here a for you

It was all lonely, and I won't see another one.

im sorry ur birthdays are lonely. mine are lonely too so i understand

btw i just wanna say i really like ur username. i noticed it before i signed up here lol it always caught my attention because i speak that language too

it was my birthday 2 days ago also. every year it just reminds me that I'm wasting my young life by being depressed.

ive been thinking the same thing for about 10 years. im sorry you feel this way too but its not your fault ok. please dont be too hard on yourself you did not choose to be depressed. this shit is tough

I dread my birthday. Its just an annual reminder that nothing has changed and nothing will for the next 12 months .Also reminder that I'm getting even older. Horribly lonely and depressing day .

yeah i hear u. i hate the reminder that im running out of time to get my shit together.

I hate birthdays too. I hate that it reminds me I'm getting older. I prefer not to tell people when it is because I hate the fuss and I especially hate people singing happy birthday to me.

oh god its worse when people make it a big deal especially when they sing happy birthday cause i gotta sit there and smile like i love it. shit makes me wanna keel over and die on the spot.