Venting It's my birthday and i shouldn't even be here

[logen9inefingers]

Delaying my attempt month after month. Waiting for the right time and it never really came. In all that time I could only wish I wasn't here at all. It's such a chaotic and lonely life that's only getting worse and worse. I really hope I am not around for another birthday. It's so awful being alone in this time.

I'll probably head out in the afternoon. Smoke and ride around the city.

 

[whorror]

I just wanna wish you a happy brithday and I'm sorry you are suffering so much.

I hope that peace will come soon for you in whichever way you want it.

 

[discernment]

happy birthday i'm sorry that you're alone and having such an awful time.

 

[Off_Switch]

Unfortunate birthday to you...
Unfortunate birthday to you...
We're sorry you're still here suffering...
We want to die, too.