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CatLove56

CatLove56

Specialist
Jun 30, 2018
309
My favorite is driving into my workplace unbuckled of course. Feel like making a statement of how much this place killed me.

Driving off a cliff. Suicide by cop. Taking someone who wronged me with me. Stuff like that.
 
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Throwmyselfaway

Throwmyselfaway

Not gone yet but soon
Jan 14, 2020
797
I think we all have done it, mine is jumping off a bridge. Which is amusing because I'm scared of heights
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
I obsess over suicide regularly. I often daydream as I'm falling asleep about hanging or slitting my throat. Some are thoughts I want to have, others are intrusive like when I'm driving and I see myself crash into a truck or wall. I research excessively, watch videos etc. It's almost become a twisted hobby.
 
HorribleFeelings1

HorribleFeelings1

Its a hard knock life
Jan 18, 2020
321
My favorite is driving into my workplace unbuckled of course. Feel like making a statement of how much this place killed me.

Driving off a cliff. Suicide by cop. Taking someone who wronged me with me. Stuff like that.
Oh I definitely am obsessed with suicide. Sometimes when I'm alone I just pretend as if my hand is a gun and I shoot my self, or as if I cut myself to lose blood and I'm just laying while all my blood flows out. I would definitely love a whole suicide discussion since the sharing ideas and topics does help me and is very interesting!
 
Egddios

Egddios

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Oct 27, 2018
395
My favorite is driving into my workplace unbuckled of course. Feel like making a statement of how much this place killed me.

Driving off a cliff. Suicide by cop. Taking someone who wronged me with me. Stuff like that.

I've def thought of (quite frequently really) about suicide by cop. Mostly in the past few months. I'm not going to do it, but I think of it often. A week or so ago, I was stepping to cross the street and a truck was coming; I wanted to dash under the wheels head first.
 

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