It's hard to do anything when depressed

[DrownFeather]

I don't want to eat, get up to get water, i don't want to go outside, i don't want to bath except when i need it, i don't want to talk, i don't want someone visit me, i don't wanna laugh, I don't want to study It's miracle how I'm getting high degrees till now and being number one student, i don't want to think positive, i don't want to feel fake hope, i don't want watch movies, i don't want friends, i don't want relationship, i don't want work, I don't want to hear someone bullshiting, i want to lay in bed forever smoking and listening to music

 

[FuneralCry]

I want nothing to do with life at all, all that I want is to be gone. Life is so pointless and unnecessary, we suffer so much for the sake of it. I simply prefer the sound of non existence. I am also very tired of living. I wish you the best.

 

[Crazy4u]

I was thinking about this today. Depression makes me lose interest in everything. I don't have desire or energy to do anything at all

 

[DrownFeather]

I want nothing to do with life at all, all that I want is to be gone. Life is so pointless and unnecessary, we suffer so much for the sake of it. I simply prefer the sound of non existence. I am also very tired of living. I wish you the best.

I saw your comments, you truly suffering and trapped in this world, you want ctb but don't know how, i feel you, you need power for that i wish you peace

I was thinking about this today. Depression makes me lose interest in everything. I don't have desire or energy to do anything at all

It's really meaningless, in my last day of life i still have to listen to bullshit and do exams and work and have to fake smile and then what? Just die later what is the point in making all these

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

I really can relate. Dealing with depression is quite complicated, it is a terrible disease. It takes away our essence as a person.

 

[DrownFeather]

I really can relate. Dealing with depression is quite complicated, it is a terrible disease. It takes away our essence as a person.

True, i was someone so hopeful and joyful , i was cute i laughed and smiled all day and everyday i was the one who joke a lot and everyone laugh, i was dreaming so big of being scientist in medical purposes i wanted to conquer the world, i was a pure light that doesn't even understand what depression was, i was innocent, i was care about others, i was kind and help everyone, i.. i i just im not ok im crying a lot i never thought suicide will be my end

 

[whatevs]

Sounds pretty fucking hardcore, what you are going through, and sadly I can relate to a worrying extent.