Venting it’s gonna happen again

[meghead]

after a few years of dissecting my mental pattern, i have come to realize i have seasonal depression. it's gonna happen again. i get really depressed and distant and then i start wanting to kill myself. i know it's gonna happen. it's happening right now. i just know it's gonna get worse. i hate thinking that it would ever change. i want this all to end. i'm so tired and done

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand being tired of everything. It really is such a cruel existence and I know that it's dreadful when life just gets worse. I wish you relief from your suffering.