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St. Jimmy

St. Jimmy

Suicide commando that your mama talked about
May 3, 2020
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...and I'm trying so hard to hold on for the those who need me. This erratic sleep "schedule" has been a constant; or sleeping a majority of the day when I can, waking up nauseous has come back, sensory overload (specifically noise) has started to become a thing. Self loathing has always been there, but is exacerbated by rejection, or just being flat out ignored by people who have said that they care.

Recovery is so damn difficult without proper help, which is financially impossible when you don't have health insurance and/or money. It's disgusting,

I'm so fucking tired of being tired.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Yes, recovery is the hardest thing I've ever been through.
I'm having decent days but sometimes I just wanna put my hands up and surrender.
 
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Aug 18, 2020
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Yes, recovery is the hardest thing I've ever been through.
I'm having decent days but sometimes I just wanna put my up and surrender.
Congratz to 5555 posts. Lol.
 
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