muretax
Alien
- Nov 13, 2018
- 81
Hey, everyone.
The last time I posted in here was back in December. I had a plan to end it all before 2019 started and unfortunately that never happened. The last week of 2018, I got sick and was misdiagnosed and I didn't want to spend my last moments sick, unable to see my family for the last time before I go. I missed Christmas due to being sick. It's been a while since I showed my face around here and I've been thinking about this site like anything, so I figured I'd jump back on.
I don't know how much has changed but I see the site has physically changed a lot. I'm loving the update, I just want to say that.
I successfully learned how to tie a slip knot and I just practiced before with how I would go about doing it. I've been drinking so this seems like a great idea right now but I have to hold on to it since I'm supposed to go to a different state in a few days to celebrate my nieces first birthday. I don't want my mother and twin sister calling my brother letting him know they have to come up here instead since they have a funeral to attend. I've learned, having alcohol in my system makes this a lot easier, which means I now plan on being drunk in order to go through with this. Not sure when, but it'll happen when I'm ready, probably unannounced.
Enough about me, how has everyone been? Are there any changes or news? I've missed this community so much, I'm planning on being in here more often since my ticket to ctb is almost due.
It's good to be back.
The last time I posted in here was back in December. I had a plan to end it all before 2019 started and unfortunately that never happened. The last week of 2018, I got sick and was misdiagnosed and I didn't want to spend my last moments sick, unable to see my family for the last time before I go. I missed Christmas due to being sick. It's been a while since I showed my face around here and I've been thinking about this site like anything, so I figured I'd jump back on.
I don't know how much has changed but I see the site has physically changed a lot. I'm loving the update, I just want to say that.
I successfully learned how to tie a slip knot and I just practiced before with how I would go about doing it. I've been drinking so this seems like a great idea right now but I have to hold on to it since I'm supposed to go to a different state in a few days to celebrate my nieces first birthday. I don't want my mother and twin sister calling my brother letting him know they have to come up here instead since they have a funeral to attend. I've learned, having alcohol in my system makes this a lot easier, which means I now plan on being drunk in order to go through with this. Not sure when, but it'll happen when I'm ready, probably unannounced.
Enough about me, how has everyone been? Are there any changes or news? I've missed this community so much, I'm planning on being in here more often since my ticket to ctb is almost due.
It's good to be back.
