It’s a race against time

[Ploj]

Sigh.

My mom flew into the country where I live and I'm starting to get dental treatment which I postponed for months cuz why should I if I'm exiting soon plus I had no money.

Turns out the treatment's gonna take about a month which isn't a problem, cuz I think my SN supply will be arrived before then, hopefully.

I just need one or two weeks for people and my mom to leave me alone. She is leaving this friday fortunately. So annoying cuz this whole time she's been neglecting me then when I decided to ctb she interferes my plan. Also, funny cuz it's obvious that I look like a zombie without emotions, she doesn't seem to bother about psychiatric treatment *which is most needed for me*.

There's another reason I need to ctb soon. My honours online studies is starting in march. For convenience, it'd be best to ctb before the intake starts so it can be refunded fully.

When my SN arrives, I'm going to book a hotel for a night and this kinda excites me. Gonna buy bathbomb and enjoy the moment before taking SN. I have no detailed schedule yet but I should make one soon.

Just like how others on the forum feel, waiting is a pain!!
I wish I'd ordered it sooner ‍:c

 

[itsmeagain]

I think that maybe you should be sure that everything is set up properly. Leaving a note if you want, allocating where your stuff goes to who after, how you will stop the staff from entering too soon, what time you want to do it, and if you have more than just the SN, check the megathread because you will need antacids and the other things they list.

 

[Indieblue]

I want to have a private chat with you. Is it okay?

 

[Ploj]

I think that maybe you should be sure that everything is set up properly. Leaving a note if you want, allocating where your stuff goes to who after, how you will stop the staff from entering too soon, what time you want to do it, and if you have more than just the SN, check the megathread because you will need antacids and the other things they list.

It's you again :D
Yeah you're right. I'll update it when I'm done planning.
Hope you are doing okay today

I want to have a private chat with you. Is it okay?

Sure, but idk if I'm now allowed to send/get PMs. Feel free to send one anytime.

 

[Indieblue]

I think you need to be online for 24 hours. Hope i can private chat with you soon.

 

[Ploj]

I think you need to be online for 24 hours. Hope i can private chat with you soon.

Oh, I didn't know I actually have to be online 24hrs straight. I've been only using my phone so when I'm away from the phone I think it automatically logs off. Hmm I'll try not to close the app for now and when I get home in like few hours I'll log in on my laptop. You'd have to wait for awhile, Is that okay for you?

 

[Indieblue]

Oh, I didn't know I actually have to be online 24hrs straight. I've been only using my phone so when I'm away from the phone I think it automatically logs off. Hmm I'll try not to close the app for now and when I get home in like few hours I'll log in on my laptop. You'd have to wait for awhile, Is that okay for you?

just send one :p

 

[itsmeagain]

It's you again :D
Yeah you're right. I'll update it when I'm done planning.
Hope you are doing okay today


Sure, but idk if I'm now allowed to send/get PMs. Feel free to send one anytime.

Me "again"? I'm sorry, maybe you've seen some of my posts and I haven't seen many of yourse?

 

[Ploj]

Me "again"? I'm sorry, maybe you've seen some of my posts and I haven't seen many of yourse?

Haha yeah you replied to my first post about being lethargic and bpd like few days ago and yesterday. I wasn't aware of your id but when I recognised it I was like hey it's them again then I realised your id is literally what I wanted to say lol.

 

[itsmeagain]

Haha yeah you replied to my first post about being lethargic and bpd like few days ago and yesterday. I wasn't aware of your id but when I recognised it I was like hey it's them again then I realised your id is literally what I wanted to say lol.

Oh! It's good to see you around honey. Sorry I've been so fucked recently, it's hard to pick up people's tags. I do remember and read through our conversations. My PM is open anytime, and so is SS. Lots of love sweetie.