Its 10 O clock. I have been sitting here all day.

[Bullit]

Remember Otis somebody?
"Sittin' in the mornin sun
Ill be sittin' when the evenins done "
That's me today. I had one piece of shit day. Sitting at the kitchen table as the sun poured in. I ate one can of soup,from the can. One diet coke.
Spent the day reading SS,thinking about shit, weighing ctb,reading about others problems. I just sat here all day marinating in unhappiness. A worthless day,now coming to a close. I have so much I need to do but I fucked off!
Back to work tomorrow.
Virgin Mary,can you help me out??
Ain't no muthafukkaz replying to my thread?? Shoot!

 

[deletednumber]

it's basically my typical day for years...

 

[heretogethelp]

Remember Otis somebody?
"Sittin' in the mornin sun
Ill be sittin' when the evenins done "
That's me today. I had one piece of shit day. Sitting at the kitchen table as the sun poured in. I ate one can of soup,from the can. One diet coke.
Spent the day reading SS,thinking about shit, weighing ctb,reading about others problems. I just sat here all day marinating in unhappiness. A worthless day,now coming to a close. I have so much I need to do but I fucked off!
Back to work tomorrow.
Virgin Mary,can you help me out??
Ain't no muthafukkaz replying to my thread?? Shoot!

Existence is a burden and completely meaningless, I can't blame you for wasting time. That's all there is, endless moments to get through :(

 

[Tree frog]

I had a similar day today. Just couldn't do anything and now I'm behind with stuff. I feel for you it's not easy. Maybe all of us on here who have days like that should agree not to be too harsh on our selves. Draw a line under neath that day and move on tomorrow. Sorry you lost your day off like that. That is rough indeed. Hope you feel a bit better on your next day off

 

[FuneralCry]

I find everything exhausting really. Existing literally is the most pointless thing ever, all we are doing is waiting around to die.

 

[WornOutLife]

Yes, you had a bad day, the camera don't lie, you sing a sad song just to turn it around!
Okay, I love that song lol.

Hope you can feel better soon!

Hugs,

Matt

 

[Quiet Desperation]

Been living that day over and over coming up on 3 years now. I feel you.

I have no answers to offer you though I'm afraid.

 

[ihatemylife]

Remember Otis somebody?
"Sittin' in the mornin sun
Ill be sittin' when the evenins done "
That's me today. I had one piece of shit day. Sitting at the kitchen table as the sun poured in. I ate one can of soup,from the can. One diet coke.
Spent the day reading SS,thinking about shit, weighing ctb,reading about others problems. I just sat here all day marinating in unhappiness. A worthless day,now coming to a close. I have so much I need to do but I fucked off!
Back to work tomorrow.
Virgin Mary,can you help me out??
Ain't no muthafukkaz replying to my thread?? Shoot!

Basically every one spends time doing nothing. It all doesn't matter anyway. Whether you sat there all day or accomplished a massive task. In the end it means nothing anyway. Sad but true.

 

[GreenMile]

I find everything exhausting really. Existing literally is the most pointless thing ever, all we are doing is waiting around to die.

Yup, same here

 

[Apricity]

I have found myself doing the same thing recently. Once I get up, all I do is lay around on my phone looking through this forum and switching to different social media accounts to see if anyone cares enough to write to me. They don't.

I do this until my wife gets home and then I watch TV with her until she goes to sleep, and then I get back on my phone until I fall asleep. Wash, rinse, repeat.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

And at the same time I think we all realize that life itself is a miracle but we don't have the energy or motivation or inspiration to participate in what's out there which makes it even more frustrating- makes us feel even more guilt ridden and pathetic.