It only gets worse

[LittleMagician]

I can't even leave my house. There's no way to ctb. I am in a chronic state of depression. It only ever gets fucking worse

 

[ChrisFromEarth]

Is it fear that locks you in?

 

[LastNite]

Is it fear that locks you in?

I dont think it's usually fear that keeps someone locked from the rest of the world. Being depressed makes you less motivated to try or do anything including ending your life. It's a constant state of numbness and confusion.

 

[ChrisFromEarth]

Oh, I understand depression far too well. I am treatment resistant as they label it. My last hope is psilocybin which I am trying right now.
Have you exhausted all treatment options as well?
I hope you will find a way to stay with us.
Now I have nearly everything to ctb but I really hope I don't have to.

 

[Douggy82]

I wish I were successful at ctb decades ago. It really does only get worse. Even if you pull yourself up by the bootstraps and grind your way from the gutter to the middle class, they'll beat you back down.

Evil runs the world.

 

[divinemistress36]

Oh, I understand depression far too well. I am treatment resistant as they label it. My last hope is psilocybin which I am trying right now.
Have you exhausted all treatment options as well?
I hope you will find a way to stay with us.
Now I have nearly everything to ctb but I really hope I don't have to.

My last hope is Psilocybin to. Keep us updated how it goes

 

[ChrisFromEarth]

I created a post

Fix treatment resistant depression or die tryin’

This will become the story of a man trying to fix his severe treatment resistant depression by the use of Psilocybin. On his own. This will be my last attempt, the final fight I am willing to take on. There is almost nothing left of me. I will start by microdosing, so I acquired magic truffles...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[diopdawe]

My last hope is Psilocybin to. Keep us updated how it goes

Where can we undergo a Psilocybin treatment? How does it work?

 

[divinemistress36]

In the USA. In Oregon and Colorado are the states know of so far.

 

[suicidal jirai]

I wish I were successful at ctb decades ago. It really does only get worse. Even if you pull yourself up by the bootstraps and grind your way from the gutter to the middle class, they'll beat you back down.

Evil runs the world.

And yet, it's strange, so many people just can't seem to see it.