Venting it never gets better huh

[LevUwU]

no matter who loves me, no matter what happens to me, no matter what good news I get. it means nothing. i never get happier. therapist says its partially bpd. theres no cure or medicine. whats the fucking point. all i want is to die, yet i cant

 

[Aknu132]

i feel you, die would take us out of this hell, one day we will get the forces to CTB, one day...

 

[Matchaaa]

I'm sorry you are going through this, I hope you can gradually find comfort and peace in your life.

 

[tomame]

bpd ruined my life at 28.

i live as a shell of my former self.

sabotaged all of my relationships

i'm afraid it'll leave me homeless one day or worst.

i wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy

 

[sleazyyyy]

I can relate to you, in more ways than one. Every day life feels like torment LOL. I hope you and I can get the peace we are seeking for soon ♡

 

[violetforever]

i dont have bpd but i was just thinking about this. theres no achievement in life thats going to fulfill me enough to want to seriously live. i feel like the meaning of most stuff is just lost on me and i cant find it in me to get excited over what normal people do. everything dulls down.

 

[Kanau_Nano]

I feel the same. When I was told I could only manage my mental health issues, but I'd always have to deal with them I felt so hopeless. Some people do manage it very well though and I hope that can be you one day. I'm very jealous of people like that, I've tried very hard with no success. You probably have too. I'm sorry you feel this also.