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Venting It feels like life kidnapped me and existence doesn't stop torturing me

letied

letied

I tried.
Apr 8, 2021
76
Besides having a horrible life, I always felt like a stranger in the world. I don't know if I'm simply like this or it is because of the possible traumas of my first years of life that I don't remember.

I feel like my head is going to explode like when I fail partial hanging because I can't find that damn sweet spot.
 
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tiredplant777

tiredplant777

Student
Jul 23, 2021
196
I am sorry you feel like this. I feel like this too.
 
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hÊšll

hÊšll

not real.
Jun 18, 2021
467
life is abuse.
FREEDOM
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,637
I'm sorry you are suffering. Life really is a horrible thing. We were all perfectly fine not existing until we were forced to live. I just want to be free from it all. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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newave3

newave3

I want out
Nov 21, 2020
2,802
Yes I feel this way too, especially when it's raining and I am full of sadness.
 
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moths

moths

Member
Mar 7, 2021
51
i feel the same way. i dont belong in this world, i dont know what it is but theres something that everyone else has that i just dont
 
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