It depresses me to see people that have been here for years.

[Poiter1987]

There are some amazing posts here about existence by these people. But it sucks that it's so hard to end existence that people suffer ongoing rather then catching that bus.

 

[22yearsbroken]

Some people may just need a place to vent.. to discuss.. to talk without fear of the reprecussions of what would happen if they apoke with a doctor or a shrink.. for me my health will cath up with me so being prepared is qhy im here also to be able to tall about how i feel and why i am here without being thrown on S watch on some ward where ill have o choices..

 

[diviosd]

I'd like to have gone by now, I think I'm just shamefully really scared.

 

[SecretDissociation]

It does suck TT. But atleast there is a support forum for us. And well, honestly, I think that without having this site, I would've been gone already. Having and seeing people that understand you can help alleviate the misery for a short short while.

 

[dontwakemeup]

I'm only here because of a few failed attempts! Unfortunately, if we fail attempts we get in trouble, so I won't attempt anymore. I just like to be in a space of people who think and feel the same as I do. I'm not allowed to say how I truly feel because society has labeled our thoughts illegal and out of touch. I mostly come here to vent or it's comforting to offer support to others or just read how others feel. No matter what stage a person is in, I can understand and empathize with them.

 

[RiverOfLife]

This is the only place I know of where I can talk about wanting to die without triggering a wellness check.

 

[UglyLife82]

There are some amazing posts here about existence by these people. But it sucks that it's so hard to end existence that people suffer ongoing rather then catching that bus.

Yeah. Unfortunately it really is so hard, even when you know it's the only option for you. I've been in this position for almost a decade. That's why I don't know how people say it's cowardly. CTB requires insane willpower and courage

 

[lifeless.wav]

This place and having a peaceful mean of ending life can make you more reassured, less stressed. contrary to what people think.

 

[Poiter1987]

This place and having a peaceful mean of ending life can make you more reassured, less stressed. contrary to what people think.

Well I have a rope in my wardrobe lol

 

[lifeless.wav]

I'd like to have gone by now, I think I'm just shamefully really scared.

No shame in something like that, our brain was made to make us survive under any circumstances, i also have nothing to live for but misery and pain but I'm still not ready yet.

 

[Twiceler]

I may say I'm at the opposite of this. Many people have just done it without words. They just gone and it's a shame that I didn't yet, especially with so many options of doing that.

Though you may sound sympathetic, I can decline it as if it's a cheap trick, I'm sorry.

 

[xXSufferingXx]

This is the only place I know of where I can talk about wanting to die without triggering a wellness check.

which is just a bunch of idiots who know nothing about the whole thing, coming to ask you "are you ok? you're not gonna do anything stupid, right?"
as if they know what's stupid and what's smart, when they haven't lived that life...
edit: the cops , i mean. if that wasn't clear