Venting It all the same shit

[przeciwwymiotne]

I hate myself and my brain. Things could have been so much better. We all die alone. I regret everything. I'm so delusional. I am at peace with dying but at the same time I'm not. I'm so stupid and it doesn't matter. My vents don't matter, all I did in my life was narcissistic. I am a bas person. Nothing I say is going to redeem me. Everybody says the same shit over and over again. I destroyed my body. It'll be over soon and it was all just illusion. I'm never going to be okay ever again. I'm gonna die being miserable.
I'm such a bad person, I just gave up wtf. Please someone save me. Why isn't anyone going to save me? I'm going to die alone. I'm so alone. I'm so detached from reality. I'm so stupid. I'm a disappointment. I regret everything.

 

[jitendrabagaria786@]

Fucking hell that is my story but I'm so scared to kick the chair

 

[y'ffre]

Are you really delusional or are your thoughts out of control?

 

[przeciwwymiotne]

Fucking hell that is my story but I'm so scared to kick the chair

Why are you scared?

Are you really delusional or are your thoughts out of control?

I am delusional

 

[jitendrabagaria786@]

I fear the pain it's stopping me i don't know how to overcome that

 

[SexyIncél]

Hey, PM me. (Anyone should feel free to!) I dunno, maybe I can do my little part to help save you.

I'm crying silently at the airport. Eating a muffin that I used to always buy a kid close to my heart.

Wish I'd seen this video earlier, maybe it'll help you:

 

[Euthanza]

Wish I'd seen this video earlier, maybe it'll help you:

Mind opening video, thanks for sharing.

Anyhow, I watched him on the other video, apparently Prof. Sam Vaknin is on anti-psychiatrist group but he's a pro-lifer you don't want to discuss about suicide -so unlike prof. Thomas Szasz (father of anti-psychiatrist critic). Something new deviant again haha

 

[y'ffre]

Why are you scared?

I am delusional

Ok, good to know.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Hey, PM me. (Anyone should feel free to!) I dunno, maybe I can do my little part to help save you.

I'm crying silently at the airport. Eating a muffin that I used to always buy a kid close to my heart.

Wish I'd seen this video earlier, maybe it'll help you:

Great video

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like you are suffering a lot. Life does just seem to be endless misery and problems. I hope that in whatever happens, you find relief from what you are going through.