Is trying to start over worth it?

[Bitterman1996]

I dont feel as suicidal as of late, hence why I've been opening this forum less. Yet i still feel hopeless and doomed. The world's fucked up place, but my personal prospect isnt that great either. I failed university once, now I'm almost mid twenties and my parents nagging me to at least get a degree and it's eating me up. I'm afraid of failing again, wasting money that isnt mine. I feel insecure at everything related to myself and bitter at the people who's been somewhat absent when i was younger suddenly nagging and now care if I'm doing well or not.

Can i even get better.. i wanted to explain this to my family but I'm afraid they wouldn't get it as they always do. I can barely manage day to day life nowadays. I'm not good at communicating nor does a degree guarantee a job. It's tiring. Why cant i just be normal
I get that it might be insignificant as I'm sure many people here has bigger problem / much older and has been through a lot more.. i dont know i need to vent today .

 

[Enoughnow]

Yes if you can start over do it I know people who have had suicide attempts and a year later been so glad they didn't work you're name has 96 in it if that's the year you were born you're very young and have lots of time to get the life you want the only reason I'm going through with it is because I have an abusive ex I can't escape who will literally not stop till he destroys me he's had professionals even help him carry on the abuse so my only escape from him his death all my other problems and there are many are not worth ending my life but there's literally no other way for me to escape him if you can start over do it you never know what you can be 2 years from now you may have you're dream life push through this hard time if you can it could be so worth it

 

[JustAMatterOfTime]

It's worth one go at least, often once the novelty has worn off we resort back to our old patterns and ways but I am sure that is not the case for everyone.

 

[FuneralCry]

It is your life and your decision, so therefore only you know what is best for yourself. I'm sorry you are struggling. I know that it is hard to carry on when everything seems hopeless. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Bitterman1996]

It's worth one go at least, often once the novelty has worn off we resort back to our old patterns and ways but I am sure that is not the case for everyone.

What i am scared the most, failing horribly and back to the square one. Motivation to change worn out, i feel worn out. Then back to being depressed and isolating myself for few months before trying again.

 

[Leiden]

I'm sorry that you are struggling. I know how hard that is. If there is even a sliver of hope left in you, run as fast as you can towards that. You might be down, but by your heading and first sentence, you are not out. It is worth it to try again.

Best wishes