Hypothetical situations, I would have died with my Wife, hand in hand and tangled up together, peacefully.
That was always our plan, I loved her infinitely.
She was at our home in Oregon the day she died, I was unfortunately working in New York, helping other people, to make money.
I've never forgiven myself for her death, alone.....
During the past 3 1/2 years I have tried to partner up with people on this site, I've spoken with many, I don't want to die alone.
It's heartbreaking every time one of them CTB,s by herself, alone, as XxxxxXxxx did.
I miss her so much, truly, "a very special soul".
I would spend my last days with, Xxxxx, "A heart of pure gold" or Xxxxxxx "A rare find, in an uncommon world" in heartbeat though.
You both know who you are.