Is there any good thing about being 20?

[ExhaustedExistence]

I'm 20 years old today and I'm depressed more than ever. I was planning suicide before turning 18, but I didn't have the guts. So I postponed it until turning 20, but I still don't have the guts. Now I don't even have the deadline. I don't know if I ever will be able to kill myself.

I hate this fucking birthday. The only gift I really want is death and I probably won't get it. It sucks.

Is there anything good about being 20? How do you cope with your age?

 

[Symbiote]

For me, it was just another year closer to death. Another year for death to try and claim me in our little cat and mouse game of chance. Happy Birthday ExhaustedExistence.

 

[WornOutLife]

I've been suicidal since I was 12 but my 20s were not that bad because I was slim, dated girls, and had lots of energy.

My words will only make sense if you happen to live until your 33s like me but trust me, being 20 can be really cool in spite of being depressed! You can do so many things and enjoy that unique youth which will never be back!

However, we're all here for a reason and I know it's not easy dealing with this weird thing called life.

I guess I'm glad I was able to somehow enjoy my youth but sometimes it's impossible. Anyway, I don't wanna sound like a normie and tell something like "Bro, you're young. Life is precious. Don't give up". lol

Btw, is your birthday today?

HAPPY B-DAY!! Just in case!!

 

[ExhaustedExistence]

For me, it was just another year closer to death. Another year for death to try and claim me in our little cat and mouse game of chance. Happy Birthday ExhaustedExistence.

It's the same for me, but it's too long waiting.

Thank you❤

Btw, is your birthday today?

Yep, it's the day when was Hitler born and my favorite DJ Avicii died by suicide.

Thank you for your kind words❤

 

[nolongerhuman]

If you're in the US you're almost old enough to drink away your sorrows, if that's any consolation. Happy birthday, by the way.

 

[ExhaustedExistence]

If you're in the US you're almost old enough to drink away your sorrows, if that's any consolation. Happy birthday, by the way.

I'm not in the US, so I can drink (lawfully) already two years.

Thanks for your effort❤

 

[Good4Nothing]

There is one good thing about being 20:
You're 20.
Signed,
A 49 year old.

 

[Worndown]

There is more you have not done than you have done. Possibilities await. Your physical health is usually good. If you can let yourself, it is a time when you can have some fun. I hope you can.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

You are young at 20.

 

[nofutureghost]

I'm 19 and I haven't done anything valuable or useful all these years, I'll be 400% more depressed knowing that I'm 20 and still a piece of shit since I was planning to die when I was 17, I mean, what next? i haven't planned anything at this point, pls god do ur fuckin work bro wth

 

[Worndown]

Do not measure you success at life by your failure to die. Look for any other markers.