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dustbiter

dustbiter

hewwo one and all :3
Nov 24, 2021
91
hewwo :3
i see a lot of people lamenting the price of N, and was wondering why more people don't simply take out a loan in order to purchase it? or maybe a credit card or something •3•

maybe bc some people are still dealing with SI, but when/if i buy N, it will be bc i am definitely sure of when and how i want to ctb! i feel like it's a lot of money to spend only to not use it, yknow? maybe thats just me •w•?

anyway, so why dont more people just borrow money to buy it? if youre serious about purchasing it, its not like youll have to pay it back once youre gone!

is it bc of family? maybe its different for me since im single w no kids ._.
 
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endme

endme

tides
Nov 22, 2021
39
dont want to get scammed, customs are pretty scrict here and i dont know for me as a student 1k is not easy to accumulate, after i fucked up my life hah
i dont want to ask anyone for money this does not seem to be right...
id rather get a student loan, which i was trying but the paperwork takes sooo long
 
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Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
1,732
1. You get scammed, the scammer takes your money, but doesn't send you anything in return
2. The packet gets lost in post/during shipping
3. The customs/police seize it
4. You accidentally break the bottle of N and it spills on the floor/ground
5. It is N, but it's gotten bad/old (if N can do that)
6. Your life gets better (maybe you want to ctb because you're lonely, but then you happen to get a gf/bf or meet new friends) or something else happens that makes you decide to postpone suicide or even not suicide at all
7. You don't like loans.
8. You can't get a loan because no one or nothing will loan you money.
9. They prefer another method but still feel sorry for those who want to ctb with N
10. Survival instinct. Imagine paying hundreds for a liquid and then survival instinct kicks in and you are unable to drink it even if you want to.
 
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endme

endme

tides
Nov 22, 2021
39
yes and i agree to the other guy, i wouldnt trust what it is unless i tested it ... so its a quite a journey aswell not as simple as buy and drink
 
Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,648
i tried take out a loan a few months back signed up to around 15 different loan companies some of them asked for 0.12p fee to process your claim so i enter my bank details without realizing i was signing up to a service, basically i end up having 30£ and another 30£ taken out my bank account by two different companys, all the claims for a loan was rejected, because i'm on benefits, becareful when signing up for a loan on the internet there's a lot of scam companys that hide the fees in the terms and condtions without ever telling you.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
No one's giving a loan of even $10 to someone on disability, let alone enough to buy N with.
 
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Belljar

Member
Nov 13, 2021
81
Depressed people rarely have good credit.
 
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