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kirillbledny

kirillbledny

CZ, 23yo, M
Aug 20, 2026
131
I have alpralozam and access to SN, but I don't have meto, idk if I'm a good enough liar to fake being sick at the doctor to get a script for it (if even), I'm thinking of having 2-3 glasses of SN in case I throw up, but what if I can't do ita second time? The PPeH says to abort the whole procedure in case of vomiting. Looking for any advice, thanks
 
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Carrot

Carrot

C:
Feb 25, 2025
611
People have died just by testing SN. Everything else is just to make it more comfortable and pass out sooner.
 
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MrMegalomaniac

MrMegalomaniac

On year 8 of my unfortunate extended time
Jul 24, 2026
39
Imo getting meto is so easy that u should at least try to get it.
 
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Playingwiththedead

Playingwiththedead

Lilah
Jun 8, 2025
145
definitely not, someone on here just died that way a couple days ago
 
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solely.pain

solely.pain

Member
Feb 14, 2026
32
It's not necessary to have meto so it's still a method, but I would recommend trying to get it.
 
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komakun

komakun

anime angel
Aug 15, 2026
98
If you have the money and time, i think you should try to get some
 
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Jonah Byrde

Jonah Byrde

20M UK
Sep 4, 2026
134
"I agree and I can confirm this. Joe Winko drank 21g of SN not 25g. He drank a lot of wine before he drank his SN (he most likely didn't take antiemetics) he vomited a lot, and I do mean a lot, and he still died. It just took him longer to lose his consciousness. I think it took him 30-35 minutes for him to finally go unconscious."

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kirillbledny

kirillbledny

CZ, 23yo, M
Aug 20, 2026
131
"I agree and I can confirm this. Joe Winko drank 21g of SN not 25g. He drank a lot of wine before he drank his SN (he most likely didn't take antiemetics) he vomited a lot, and I do mean a lot, and he still died. It just took him longer to lose his consciousness. I think it took him 30-35 minutes for him to finally go unconscious."

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Interesting, I guess if enough of it gets absorbed before your throw up, it's still possible
 
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