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Better Never to Have Been: 2006, David Benatar
Oct 11, 2021
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Well I don't know. This is probably my last chance of being on my phone. I'm going to make the poison. Whether I drink it or not, time will tell. I didn't hear my mom calling and she got mad. When I came out of my room, my dad yelled and threatened me like usual. They don't care about what I have to say and will always continue to blame me no matter what.

Yeah, you fed me and everything. Then you won't let me starve myself to death cuz I'm sick of this world, especially my family. I didn't ask to be born, I don't enjoy living. Whatever. I'm going to eternal sleep now. No more pain, no more emotions, yeay! I am so happy to finally die.

I ate today, but I really wanna ctb right now. Is it gonna work even if it takes some time?
 
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Alex6216

Mage
Apr 19, 2022
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Put your blood on it, if it changes colour then it's probably good.
 
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blueclover_.

blueclover_.

Better Never to Have Been: 2006, David Benatar
Oct 11, 2021
667
Put your blood on it, if it changes colour then it's probably good.
Yeah, I don't feel like poking myself with a needle rn... Guess I have no choice
 
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Glowarm

F*ck everyone and everything
Apr 8, 2022
673
Most SN has an expire date of several years so if you've had it for 6 months then it should still be lethal.
 
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blueclover_.

Better Never to Have Been: 2006, David Benatar
Oct 11, 2021
667
Most SN has an expire date of several years so if you've had it for 6 months then it should still be lethal.
Thanks! I just tested it with my blood and it turned out brown. Still good.
 
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