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ravendrops

Member
Apr 5, 2026
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Is anyone not convinced that life is worth living anymore?

I know that's terrible to say, but it's just shit after shit.
 
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endboss

Student
Apr 8, 2026
110
I feel the same. One nightmare after another. The few good moments... they just aren't enough.
 
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lilb0wpeep

lilb0wpeep

Will I ever escape from this nightmare?
Mar 9, 2026
35
I don't think there's anything that could make me WANT to stay. Even my 'dreams' for a better future don't last long as they aren't even worth it. Unfortunately there is a lot that can force me stay though…
 
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turned_to_one

Member
May 7, 2026
8
Probably different for everyone.

I don't really think so at this point. It's fine. There are hardships -not just for me but all over the world. That's nothing new though. You keep going on despite that and there are genuinely good moments in between all the garbage.

I just don't think I'm motivated to keep continuing on for those good moments. There's an exhaustion at the thought of pushing through each day. Not because it's particular bad or terrible. I want to be someplace where there is no one else, and while death might be an extreme reaction to it, it's also a total eradication of an existence that I just don't want to deal with anymore.

Being alive feels like chopping down a forest every day. It was fun at first. Something to do, a good enough use of time, plus you have to in order to survive. But now the world gets uglier everyday, and I still have to keep chopping. The fires and the food are nice, but I'm tired of chopping. I think the axe is tired too
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,403
It never was and never could be for me, no matter what I'll always see existence as the most terrible, cruel mistake that just causes all this suffering and torture with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and what is so terrible to me is how humans choose to impose this existence at all causing all this dreadful unnecessary suffering as a result.

I'll just always see it as the most torturous, futile and deeply undesirable burden to exist and no matter what I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all, all I want is to never suffer again, I just want to be permanently unconscious free from all torture and suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's positive. For me existence will always be the problem and I find it so painful and dreadful how the torture of existing can continue for decades longer just for one to face the terrible extreme agony of old age, to exist will always be an abomination to me.
 
Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Visionary
May 7, 2025
2,812
Not for me. Never was really, it's just that when I was younger I bought into the myth of the possibility of things improving over time. That was a lie.
 
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PanaxMan

Water fasting until death (Currently homeless)
Apr 11, 2023
680
Is anyone not convinced that life is worth living anymore?

I know that's terrible to say, but it's just shit after shit.
Well that's if you want it to succeed. If you have documents and are healthy enuf to get a job and want to be selfish go ahead. If you don't like me and are being blackmailed by my family for my documents then the answer is pretty a clear no.
 
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Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,239
Well, I have always said and always will say: if you can find a way of moving forward in this life and find peace with it, then go for it! But, I am older, jaded and just tired of it all. Oh, and the Doomsday clock is the closest to midnight than it has ever been in history. Humans have and will continue to destory God's earth. And, I gotta be honest ... I'm not happy about it!
 
SoverignDreamer97

SoverignDreamer97

I am never alone.
Mar 29, 2026
222
That's for you to decide, but as for me...

1. "You cannot please everyone; control the things you can control." ~Suncha Ferreira (Victus Group)/Mark 8:36, Matthew 13:12

2. The grass withers, the flowers fade, because the breath of the Lord blows upon it; surely the people are grass.
The grass withers, the flowers fade, but the word of our God stands forever. (Isaiah 40:7-8)

3. The world hates liabilities, and would rather they not exist, as much as the rules dictate that all life is inherently valuable. (Proverbs 25:17)

• Even in a community of liabilities, there is no place for a liability. (John 15:18)

Therefore, as much as I desire to live, and that a world without me would be awfully dull and grey, this isn't up to me; if I die, I die; though my father, mother, and the whole world forsake me, the Lord will bring me up. (Esther 4:11, Psalm 27:10)
 
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SDB

Experienced
Jul 21, 2025
280
Well, I have always said and always will say: if you can find a way of moving forward in this life and find peace with it, then go for it! But, I am older, jaded and just tired of it all. Oh, and the Doomsday clock is the closest to midnight than it has ever been in history. Humans have and will continue to destory God's earth. And, I gotta be honest ... I'm not happy about it!
How old are you?
Is anyone not convinced that life is worth living anymore?

I know that's terrible to say, but it's just shit after shit.
It's not worth it
 
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thelostautistic

Mage
Jul 31, 2025
516
I'm gonna be honest I don't know anymore. I guess it depends on everyone's personal situation.
 
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SDB

Experienced
Jul 21, 2025
280
I'm gonna be honest I don't know anymore. I guess it depends on everyone's personal situation.
Correct answer. To me I need to wrap up a few more things( games to play like the FF7 remake part 3) then Ill Be happy if I died after
 
Larnahh

Larnahh

Kitten
Apr 17, 2024
4
Finding something worth living for is extremely difficult, and for many people, it's nearly impossible. It really depends on your current state tbh
 
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eladeselasol99

trapped
Mar 3, 2026
26
if you find something to hype for, it can be safely assumed that life is worth living even for a while
 
ImInPain

ImInPain

Member
May 3, 2026
23
Is anyone not convinced that life is worth living anymore?

I know that's terrible to say, but it's just shit after shit.
For me, using my energy to help others in any way possible to reduce their suffering is something that keeps me pushing through.
 

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