Is life just too difficult for me?

[aceHardlight]

Do you also have situations where you fuck up something and have to suffer the consequences? Some people seem to just flow through life and have it easy.

Life is too difficult, so many mistakes to make. Death would at least be neutral.

I really just want my peace...

 

[itsgone2]

Yes. It was too difficult for me too. I had no idea. I tried. Failed. I so desperately want it to end and I'm failing this too

 

[lpdsvm]

I found methods to deal with that. All mishaps I'm facing now will probably lead to failure. I just need a few more. So I just get more excited after getting one or just like OK another step closer to CTBing.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

This is exactly how I feel, I've come close to just disappearing from this world so many times. I really want it to be possible for me to get better. But it's difficult being certain of whether sticking around and trying is actually worth it or not.