Is it logical to die in this situation?

[Thatdude]

Without getting too deep into things because I don't have the mental strength to write it all out. I'm autistic and getting/keeping a good job is nearly impossible for me (some studies show prior virus those of us with a college degree 85% of us can't get/keep a job. So it's not a 1 off type of situation when it come to that.)

Anyways, because of things I'm stuck living with my parents. The are allowing my drunk drug addict sister to stay with us which constantly starts trouble or put us in danger. Anyways, when my sister gets violent if I was to call the cops my dad has a strong chance of losing his job or getting ding. But it solves the problem and the cops will force her to get help. If I do nothing, I will have to deal with the constant stress and anything she brings my way.

So I can't fix it without major problems and doing nothing is bad too. To me the next logical step is to just off myself. How do you fee about that, and do you agree?

 

[Greenberg]

Based on my understanding, it is your sister who is causing problems for you and your family. Perhaps, you can clarify further as to why you would choose to CTB. For example, is your mental health being affected by her addiction?

 

[Efilismislife]

Without getting too deep into things because I don't have the mental strength to write it all out. I'm autistic and getting/keeping a good job is nearly impossible for me (some studies show prior virus those of us with a college degree 85% of us can't get/keep a job. So it's not a 1 off type of situation when it come to that.)

Anyways, because of things I'm stuck living with my parents. The are allowing my drunk drug addict sister to stay with us which constantly starts trouble or put us in danger. Anyways, when my sister gets violent if I was to call the cops my dad has a strong chance of losing his job or getting ding. But it solves the problem and the cops will force her to get help. If I do nothing, I will have to deal with the constant stress and anything she brings my way.

So I can't fix it without major problems and doing nothing is bad too. To me the next logical step is to just off myself. How do you fee about that, and do you agree?

i think it does make sense to me. Im commenting cause your situation similar to me although my family situation is much more horrible&my family members are abusive(not just 1) and my body is malfunctioning.

Its interesting to see other person in that similar situation. Also sorry for that bad situation life giving to you.

Based on my understanding, it is your sister who is causing problems for you and your family. Perhaps, you can clarify further as to why you would choose to CTB. For example, is your mental health being affected by her addiction?

It makes her/him feel hopeless i think. Got issues on her/his own but family keep making it worse. And theres no way out.

But is there no other people you can go to?

 

[Thatdude]

Based on my understanding, it is your sister who is causing problems for you and your family. Perhaps, you can clarify further as to why you would choose to CTB. For example, is your mental health being affected by her addiction?

You can't become autistic because of someone giving you stress. However, I'm sure in dealing with her I have other things going on. Maybe to include PTSD.

Like today she was getting physically abusive to my parents. Her kids ran upstairs because she was going nuts. I threaten to call the cops and then my phone ran out. After it charged for a bit, I told my parents that she needs to be kicked out tonight since they even told me that the next time she drinks she would be kicked out. Or I will call the cops. The last thing I want to do is that because my parents work for the gov and my dad will be interviewed over the cops coming out and possibly lose his security clearance and job. This in return would make my parents lives much much much higher, chances are is I would be kicked out on the spot, and possibly a few other problems would happen.
Because I was beg them to make this the last night I had to deal with her, and I explained how I've had to deal with her act this way even when we were teenagers. I ended up having a meltdown because I really didn't want to call the cops due to the risk, but I also don't want to deal with her again. My mom ended up getting me in the bathroom and after crying a bit and about having what felt like a seizure. I started to think about the solution. I figured that if I couldn't get rid of her, and I can live with it even if I was to ignore it. The only real option is to die. My life has always been horrible, and I want to die anyways.