Is it impossible to commit suicide?

[maxatcu]

I wanted to VSED, but it looks like it is a non-method. Now, it feels like it is impossible to kill myself.

 

[Salkak]

A lot of people with eating disorders starve themselves to death

 

[maxatcu]

Can it be done?

 

[houseofleaves]

Can it be done?

Not reliably.

 

[maxatcu]

Not reliably.

Any suggestions for a method?

 

[houseofleaves]

Any suggestions for a method?

I say it in the most warm and loving way possible: Please do your own research.

 

[maxatcu]

I say it in the most warm and loving way possible: Please do your own research.

I am out of ideas. Everything feels difficult and impossible to achieve.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

I am out of ideas. Everything feels difficult and impossible to achieve.

we are not allowed to say, "you should do xyz thing" it's in the same vein as encouraging, which is also against the site rules. please consult the resource compilation thread, or let us know if you cannot find it. xx

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand as I also feel trapped in this existence and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to peacefully cease existing to finally escape from this torturous, futile existence I always saw as a mistake, all I wish and hope for is to never wake ever again, I see so much cruelty in how the option to cease existing painlessly is denied with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what.

 

[Michelstaedter]

This isn't the first time I've read this. Almost 10 years ago, I read a blog in Spanish about some very interesting methods. I don't know if they took down that blog, but it included very, very interesting things, from ingesting plants like scopolamine or making a tea (I can't remember) to using a nitrogen tank. However, among hundreds of comments, I read that distressing: "It seems impossible to achieve."

The thought of not achieving it distresses me. I feel very anxious. I wish I could achieve it, I wish I could die peacefully, even in my sleep...

I guess my destiny is to die suffering, what a shit... Damn!

 

[gojidoge]

I'm still going to try it. Imo it's how much resolve and determined you are.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

I'm still going to try it. Imo it's how much resolve and determined you are.

Trying what? VSED?

 

[gojidoge]

Trying what? VSED?

Yeah. Even if it doesn't work my body will be weaker and maybe the other methods will have a higher success rate iuno...

 

[wham311]

Yeah. Even if it doesn't work my body will be weaker and maybe the other methods will have a higher success rate iuno...

Dude its impossible. It takes a long time to work through your bodyfat and water. Before you starve and dehydrate. Look at Reddit groups for water fasting etc, people last a long fucking time and you stop being able to sleep and poop and your tingue breaks. Like you actually need to be in a hospital to be able to do this and be treated with morphine because of the severe pain, and this is if you get past just being hungry. Old people are better with this method because they no longer get hunger signals.

 

[CatLvr]

I'm still going to try it. Imo it's how much resolve and determined you are.

Well, not exactly, but ... There are plenty of people with anorexia, so who knows??

I will say this, while none of us will encourage you to try ANY method until you have exhausted any and all chance you might have to find yourself a solid chance to recovery, we will also always be here for you to talk to. This place is the only reason I am still here today. If the members of SaSu had not been as understanding, and willing to listen as they are, I would not have had a second chance at a relationship with my son and I certainly would not be here posting now.