amerie
Arcanist
- Oct 6, 2024
- 457
I genuinely wish I never existed lol.
My dad begged my mom to have an abortion, he thought she was infertile and so did she because the doctor told her that her chance of conceiving was sub 1%
But because my mother is Filipino she just fucking had me anyway and I had to suffer from the peak of the worst types of black and southeast Asian parenting (even worse because my mom is from the provinces and province parents are known to be crazy)
I suck at living, I can't even dress myself properly. And because of this I have to figure out a way to CTB which is painful and insanely difficult and I'm scared of abandoning the relationships I've made.
My dad begged my mom to have an abortion, he thought she was infertile and so did she because the doctor told her that her chance of conceiving was sub 1%
But because my mother is Filipino she just fucking had me anyway and I had to suffer from the peak of the worst types of black and southeast Asian parenting (even worse because my mom is from the provinces and province parents are known to be crazy)
I suck at living, I can't even dress myself properly. And because of this I have to figure out a way to CTB which is painful and insanely difficult and I'm scared of abandoning the relationships I've made.
