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In my last thread I was very negative about this, so I wanted to make a new thread and share my current views on this topic because it's a very interesting topic for me, and it has really improved my mental health so I wanted to share it. It has been a lot of back and forth about this for me, but I think this time is different and I am closer to the truth. (I MIGHT BE WRONG)
If you're open to science and spirituality becoming one, then you're more likely to grasp my views as it's not always easy to put this into words.

I think most of us can agree that when your body and brain dies, your "machine" stops working and you go back to what we call "nothing." The same "nothing" like before you were born, right? Doesn't this imply that "nothing" is the default state? I think the biggest logical fallacy we have is that we think "nothingness" means powerlessness when it is indeed the most powerful. Nothing is always the source of something. How could you know something without nothing? How would you be able to differentiate without a flat or even background? Science is very helpful for understanding forms and patterns in the universe and what they do, but science doesn't explain what it is. What I mean by that is if you were to use a microscope at a carpet for example, you will see the crystalline structure of the nylon or whatever it's made of. Then you wonder what the crystalline structure is made of, so you turn up the volume and you find molecules. Turn up the volume again and you'll find wavicles. Surely the wavicles must be of something? Then you find stuff totally vanishes. It's like empty space holding everything together like a god. Everything you see around you is a product of nothing, which is fundemental for everything and always the source for something. Change "nothingness" with "consciousness" which I believe to be the "core" of the universe. Consciousness is the observer and the flat or even background which is exactly what makes this world lively. It is of free will which cannot be predicted or explained by mathematics because free will is consciousness and consciousness created mathematics so mathematics cannot create consciousness which is why we can't know the future but only the eternal now. The less you worry about your future and past which you can never be certain of, the more connected to the eternal now you become which is peaceful and productive, hence why meditation is so powerful. My consciousness was there when I was a kid, and it is the only thing that stays still while my brain, body and everything else is constantly changing. Right now I am something with the help of my brain which is a tool, don't you see? "Quantum fields are conscious" as Frederico Faggin said, which is a physicist who invented the microprocessor. Nikola Tesla also had a very similar idea. He said "My brain is a receiver. In the universe there is a core from which we obtain knowledge, strength and inspiration. I have not penetrated into the secrets of this core, but I know that it exists."
 
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I like the idea of a radio transmitter I once heard. Spirit is the signal and matter (our body) is the receiver. If you smash the radio (the body) the signal can still be tuned into from another receiver. That doesn't solve the finer points about where the signal is ultimately broadcast from or why we have "tuned in" to this particular life but the idea resonates in a simplified way.
 
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I like the idea of a radio transmitter I once heard. Spirit is the signal and matter (our body) is the receiver. If you smash the radio (the body) the signal can still be tuned into from another receiver. That doesn't solve the finer points about where the signal is ultimately broadcast from or why we have "tuned in" to this particular life but the idea resonates in a simplified way.
I believe it is because the universe can only see itself by taking a form. You cannot see your eyes from the inside but you see through them. Also, if you had eyes across your entire head you wouldn't see the middle because the middle would be inside of you. Imagine taking a photo of a tree. Then walk around the tree and take 20 photos from different angles and put them together. The tree would start to look deformed, and then imagine taking photos of the tree from all different angles of the entire universe. What does the tree look like now?
 
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To my understanding (as an atheist myself), yes I would believe that once a living organism is dead, or no longer conscious and non-sentient, it is the end of that being. There is no perception of non-existence as that would not be possible to perceive even the lack of perception. In short, yes, there would be just nothing similar to all the time (billions of years) prior to conception or even the first perception of conscious.
 
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To my understanding (as an atheist myself), yes I would believe that once a living organism is dead, or no longer conscious and non-sentient, it is the end of that being. There is no perception of non-existence as that would not be possible to perceive even the lack of perception. In short, yes, there would be just nothing similar to all the time (billions of years) prior to conception or even the first perception of conscious.
I think you missed my point. Perception is in the brain which works as a tool for consciousness which observes the perception. You cannot have perception without consciousness, so how can you say that consciousness dies when your brain loses perception?
 
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Also, if you had eyes across your entire head you wouldn't see the middle because the middle would be inside of you.
Ahh you have reminded me of the work of this guy D.E. Harding whom came up with this idea called "the headless way" and accompanying perception exercises a person can do to "prove" they're more than their meatsuit.

"Douglas Harding was born in 1909 in Suffolk, England. He grew up in a strict fundamentalist Christian sect, the Exclusive Plymouth Brethren. The 'Brethren' believed they were the 'saved' ones, that they had the one true path to God and that everyone else was bound for Hell. When Harding was 21 he left. He could not accept their view of the world. What guarantee was there that they were right? What about all the other spiritual groups who also claimed that they alone had the Truth? Everyone couldn't be right."

"One day Harding stumbled upon a drawing by the Austrian philosopher and physicist Ernst Mach. It was a self-portrait – but a self-portrait with a difference. Most self-portraits are what the artist looks like from several feet – she looks in a mirror and draws what she sees there. But Mach had drawn himself without using a mirror – he had drawn what he looked like from his own point of view, from zero distance."

The obvious thing about this portrait is that you don't see the artist's head.

For Harding this was the key that opened the door to seeing his innermost identity, for he noticed he was in a similar condition – his own head was missing too. At the centre of his world was no head, no appearance - nothing at all. And this 'nothing' was a very special 'nothing' for it was both awake to itself and full of the whole world. "

Here's a link to the experiments page on their website. They're pretty fun and can give insight. I like the two-way pointing, single eye and seeing your nose ones.

 
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Ahh you have reminded me of the work of this guy D.E. Harding whom came up with this idea called "the headless way" and accompanying perception exercises a person can do to "prove" they're more than their meatsuit.

"Douglas Harding was born in 1909 in Suffolk, England. He grew up in a strict fundamentalist Christian sect, the Exclusive Plymouth Brethren. The 'Brethren' believed they were the 'saved' ones, that they had the one true path to God and that everyone else was bound for Hell. When Harding was 21 he left. He could not accept their view of the world. What guarantee was there that they were right? What about all the other spiritual groups who also claimed that they alone had the Truth? Everyone couldn't be right."

"One day Harding stumbled upon a drawing by the Austrian philosopher and physicist Ernst Mach. It was a self-portrait – but a self-portrait with a difference. Most self-portraits are what the artist looks like from several feet – she looks in a mirror and draws what she sees there. But Mach had drawn himself without using a mirror – he had drawn what he looked like from his own point of view, from zero distance."

The obvious thing about this portrait is that you don't see the artist's head.

For Harding this was the key that opened the door to seeing his innermost identity, for he noticed he was in a similar condition – his own head was missing too. At the centre of his world was no head, no appearance - nothing at all. And this 'nothing' was a very special 'nothing' for it was both awake to itself and full of the whole world. "

Here's a link to the experiments page on their website. They're pretty fun and can give insight. I like the two-way pointing, single eye and seeing your nose ones.

Man, this is exactly what I was talking about. Thanks for introducing me to this guy 🙏
 
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Man, this is exactly what I was talking about. Thanks for introducing me to this guy
The fact that you intuitively came to this idea validates his work to me. Timeless truths have a way of popping up in strange ways. It's been years since I first delved into it but I think I'll revisit the exercises. There's a two person exercise called 'the tube' that I always wanted to try.

I've always gotten a kick out out of the name of his philosophy as it conjures imagery of Sleepy Hollow and the headless horseman in me. :D
 
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The fact that you intuitively came to this idea validates his work to me. Timeless truths have a way of popping up in strange ways. It's been years since I first delved into it but I think I'll revisit the exercises. There's a two person exercise called 'the tube' that I always wanted to try.

I've always gotten a kick out out of the name of his philosophy as it conjures imagery of Sleepy Hollow and the headless horseman in me. :D
I have to give credit to Sadhguru for the tree example though lol.

Also, I really recommend Alan Watts and I think you're gonna love him. He's insanely good with words, and make it as simple as it can be understood while being charismatic. When I began to seek, I came across Alan Watts video on existence and it is one of the best videoes I have watched along with Federico Faggin's video about quantum information panphysicism.

Alan Watts on existence:
 
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Ahh you have reminded me of the work of this guy D.E. Harding whom came up with this idea called "the headless way" and accompanying perception exercises a person can do to "prove" they're more than their meatsuit.

"Douglas Harding was born in 1909 in Suffolk, England. He grew up in a strict fundamentalist Christian sect, the Exclusive Plymouth Brethren. The 'Brethren' believed they were the 'saved' ones, that they had the one true path to God and that everyone else was bound for Hell. When Harding was 21 he left. He could not accept their view of the world. What guarantee was there that they were right? What about all the other spiritual groups who also claimed that they alone had the Truth? Everyone couldn't be right."

"One day Harding stumbled upon a drawing by the Austrian philosopher and physicist Ernst Mach. It was a self-portrait – but a self-portrait with a difference. Most self-portraits are what the artist looks like from several feet – she looks in a mirror and draws what she sees there. But Mach had drawn himself without using a mirror – he had drawn what he looked like from his own point of view, from zero distance."

The obvious thing about this portrait is that you don't see the artist's head.

For Harding this was the key that opened the door to seeing his innermost identity, for he noticed he was in a similar condition – his own head was missing too. At the centre of his world was no head, no appearance - nothing at all. And this 'nothing' was a very special 'nothing' for it was both awake to itself and full of the whole world. "

Here's a link to the experiments page on their website. They're pretty fun and can give insight. I like the two-way pointing, single eye and seeing your nose ones.

It gets even crazier when you realize that you never move anywhere which sounds crazy but I saw a guy who explained it very well so hear me out. You are always at the center of the universe and the universe moves around you like you're the center of a sphere. The simplest mandala is also a sign of the cross, and when two poles of opposition intersect, the center is found. In an ever expanding universe, infinity can be measured in any direction from any given point. This means that any specific point in the entirety of the universe is exactly at the center. The cosmic horizon event is roughly 14 billion light years from any point in the universe. Travel 2 billion light years away, and you shift the event correspondingly. I became dizzy by this.
 
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