Is boredom a factor in anyone else's desire to ctb?

[Moon Flower]

Is anyone else just tired of the human experience as a whole? I just find everything so monotonous and predictable and I think decades more of this would be absolutely maddening. It's not my entire reason but it's definitely a piece of it

 

[Mr2005]

Boredoms one of the better emotions

 

[Moon Flower]

Boredoms one of the better emotions

You're definitely right about that. It sucks that it has to be the best emotion though

 

[Mr2005]

Hold your horses I never said THE best. That really would suck. I just know in my experience it's preferable to a lot of other things and if that was your worst problem I'd say you wouldn't be doing too badly

 

[Moon Flower]

Hold your horses I never said THE best. That really would suck. I just know in my experience it's preferable to a lot of other things and if that was your worst problem I'd say you wouldn't be doing too badly

It unfortunately no longer gets much better than boredom for me

 

[Mr2005]

I know what you mean sadly. Content is about the best I can hope for. Being physically comfortable so I can ruminate in peace

 

[AlreadyGone]

I wouldn't say boredom in my case. It is more like a lack of desire to do anything since I can't find joy in anything anymore.

 

[TAW122]

It may be a small factor, but I have other harrowing factors and scarier things that push me closer to CTB rather than just 'boredom'. Plus my anger and indignance towards an anti-choice, anti-suicide, pro-life society (as well as many ills of society and it's bullshit) greatly fuels my seeking of ending my own existence so I don't have to deal with it for many years to come.

 

[Headingoutsoon]

Kinda yes. All though, it is much bigger then just boredom.

It's all about what is causing the boredom for me. Being in a deadend job that I hate. Having pretty much 0 prospects of ever being able to do anything else, (For two reasons 1) I don't have training for anything else and 2) EVERYTHING else just sounds horrid to be doing every day).

Having no social life no matter how hard I've tried in the past to get one.

Really having nothing excite me ever anymore.

Being so broke that I can't afford to do anything that WOULD make me happy. (and not being able to make more money).

So yes, it's boredom but so much more then that.