Is anybody else just trying to lay low until they ctb

[Lost Magic]

I have new neighbours next door and ones over the fence that have made my life miserable. I just want to keep quiet and lay low until it is time to catch the bus. I don't ever want to kick up a fuss about much of anything now. Is there anybody else feel that they just want to keep things on the low until the day comes?

 

[Jimblue]

Me too. I am not very sociable at movement at all.
Kind of stay away from people for all kinds of reason.

 

[Lost Magic]

Me too. I am not very sociable at movement at all.
Kind of stay away from people for all kinds of reason.

Yeah, I hear you. I have found people to be more trouble than they are worth.

 

[notlongnow]

The public are irritants.

I'm lowkey trying to work out my next move. Bit lost, bit worried.

 

[reverse03]

I am keeping lay low. I was put in hospital almost a month ago for 4 days because I was suicidal. So I am doing things regularly or even being more social to others to show that I am fine or getting better and I am not planning anything.

 

[FrozenMango]

I have been laying low since my birth :) I was the quiet child

I have new loud neighbors as well. It is so annoying

 

[FuneralCry]

I've tried to avoid people as much as possible basically my whole life. It's always better to be alone.

 

[hey.howare.u]

Everyone thinks im happy

 

[Zhendou]

Everyone thinks im happy

Same

 

[SecretDissociation]

Yep. It is just easier to get things done if I keep my head down low. Too many interactions also trigger my short fuse. Just too tiring to keep trying to smile through the day. Also, in the case you disappear, less people will ask questions and I can chalk it up to feeling "under the weather"*

 

[theboy]

Nobody wants to be discovered

 

[Huntfish34]

Yep,. Trying to remain fairly low until my final day comes. Because of this I believe I have lost numerous good friends / family. I ignore calls and texts much more than I ever have.

I don't feel like talking/ engaging with anyone I guess ... Dont have much to say, and what I do most people wouldn't want to hear. ( No real content, mostly very short and vague responses.)

It honestly makes me feel like a damn Dickhead,. But I just don't give a Flying Fuck anymore... Oh well,. It is what it is. Fml.

 

[makethepainstop]

We have to low key things as should any of those Normals discover our plans to ctb, they will try to stop us. So, we must continue to act like everything is just dandy!
I can tell you failure to ctb can cause you grief, confinement, and bring dosed with pills to make you happy. When normies find out about our plans, they will send the happiness brigades to fill us with false hopes and happy pills. Yet these things dont really fix anything, I can promise you that.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I generally try to have as little social interaction as possible…

 

[Hollowillow]

I have new neighbours next door and ones over the fence that have made my life miserable. I just want to keep quiet and lay low until it is time to catch the bus. I don't ever want to kick up a fuss about much of anything now. Is there anybody else feel that they just want to keep things on the low until the day comes?

If they made your life hell why not enjoy revenge while you go?

 

[notlongnow]

I've been too open and honest of late. Setting myself up for interjection. I gotta be more careful and muted.

 

[Hollowillow]

Discreet one. Like dog poop on their door hande at night.

Cops don't take me seriously even when people sent them for suicide. I did an attempt right after was so pissed at the pro life

 

[Lost Magic]

If they made your life hell why not enjoy revenge while you go?

thinking of burning their newly built patio and shed down to the ground before I fuck off to a beach to die lol

 

[Hope:-)]

I don't want to lay low, but when you're this depressed it's hard not to.

 

[Lost Magic]

I don't want to lay low, but when you're this depressed it's hard not to.

Yeah, I understand that all too well. I have a shitty life with depression and social anxiety on top of that. I drink kratom tea to try to mitigate it (and it helps) but the depression still looms over. I have recently been prescribed prozac (again). Oh, the joys.