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ClaireBear31

ClaireBear31

Just... why?
Jan 18, 2020
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I know it is recommended to get as much alone time as possible but I have circumstances that prevent me from getting much... my partner is extremely abusive and controlling, and if he calls or texts and I do not answer or reply within a short period of time, he will send someone to check on me (if he can't leave work himself). So, without going into much more detail and giving away info about me, I have calculated that I can orchestrate a maximum of 6 or possibly 7 hours undisturbed.

Is this going to be enough after downing 2 full bottles of N?
 
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Talvikki

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Nov 18, 2021
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98% die within an hour.
 
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ClaireBear31

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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

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Sep 29, 2021
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This is a good question. 6 hours should be enough unless you are very unlucky
 
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Talvikki

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Nov 18, 2021
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With 15 grams, 98% die within a half an hour, with 9 grams within an hour. 2 bottles n is 13 grams so most will die within 45 minutes. It may take longer for alcoholics and people with stomach problems/gastroparesis.
 
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ClaireBear31

ClaireBear31

Just... why?
Jan 18, 2020
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With 15 grams, 98% die within a half an hour, with 9 grams within an hour. 2 bottles n is 13 grams so most will die within 45 minutes. It may take longer for alcoholics and people with stomach problems/gastroparesis.
Very helpful information and exactly what I was looking for. Thank you!!!
 
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Ta555

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Aug 31, 2021
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If I ever get my N and go through with it I will combine it with another method like plastic bag over head or hanging to make sure.
 
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Jan 18, 2020
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If I ever get my N and go through with it I will combine it with another method like plastic bag over head or hanging to make sure.
Completely understand! Once we've made up our minds, we want to be thorough, lol. And not treated like a criminal in case we survive.... I definitely plan on chasing the N with a bit of alcohol just for a little extra oomph. Think I will treat myself to a nice quality scotch for once!
 
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Starchaser

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Oct 8, 2019
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You can drink it on a full bathtub and drown on a sleep, or sleep with your face on the pillow (which will suffocate you after sleep) but I wouldn't recommend it totally, since on this position you can vomit... or simply tying a plastic bag like Ta555 said, after drinking the thing.

Just some ideas, but in general, 7h would be okay.
 
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Ta555

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Aug 31, 2021
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Say you're sitting up (but reclined in a chair) cup of tea next to you, by the fireplace. Any chance an N death can look natural (I'm in an old enough age bracket and have health problems), especially if you don't vomit? Do a lot of people vomit with N? Does there HAVE to be an autopsy? I am figuring the death certificate will say inconclusive until the tox reports come in.

I should have about 12 hours.
I think there's usually an autopsy when the death is unexpected. Like if you weren't known to have any serious medical conditions or are very old then I think it's standard to perform autopsy to rule out foul play. But I may be wrong. Don't quote me on that.
 
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Nov 4, 2021
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Just fyi the PPH talks about how you can mix Dilantin into it to increase efficacy and decrease chance of prolonged coma
 
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despairbrownb

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Feb 7, 2022
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Hi. I am new in this forum. What is N? As in S. Nitrite? I've been seriously considering taking this to end my life. But I wish to know more about it. I'm looking for a peaceful way of dying and painless as much as possible. I read that the Peaceful Pill Handbook also recommends S. Nitrite.
 
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roguetrader

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Feb 17, 2021
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With 15 grams, 98% die within a half an hour, with 9 grams within an hour. 2 bottles n is 13 grams so most will die within 45 minutes. It may take longer for alcoholics and people with stomach problems/gastroparesis.

Is it really that specific? Dosage vs time of death?
 
brainpain2

brainpain2

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Sep 16, 2019
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Been sitting on it myself for years. Always planned to take 12 hours.
 
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luke_skywalker

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Mar 22, 2022
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Completely understand! Once we've made up our minds, we want to be thorough, lol. And not treated like a criminal in case we survive.... I definitely plan on chasing the N with a bit of alcohol just for a little extra oomph. Think I will treat myself to a nice quality scotch for once!
when are u planning to CTB
 

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