Insulin

[nonbinary]

Hello comrades. I am writing you all to let you know that unfortunately, I am thinking about ctb again - re: insulin. I'm trying to find a source to buy heavy duty stuff. I feel pretty guilty tbh, because my partner and I just talked about how much this impacts them. But, I feel like I *don't want* to live anymore. Maybe it's just what I'm used to, but it doesn't really matter either way.
My proposed plan in my head is to somehow obtain a super concentrated insulin, and do it that way. I've had several insulin overdoses in the past, and I know it could probably work, as long as I fight my SI.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you. I know that it can be hard to carry on when you do not want to be here. I have never really heard of this method but I hope that you find relief from suffering in whatever happens.