have been planning to ctb for over 3 years. last year, everything fell into place and conditions were perfect for ctb. my life got all washed up. corona, lost all possible business streams, wife left, got broke. was living the last few days had even got my sn. then all of a sudden around november last year, like 5 days before my ctb date, everything just changed from nowhere. people were offering business from nowhere. and paying in advance. the coincidence was baffling. im even baffled to date. i thought there must be a god somewhere who wants us to live.
now 8 months later, i feel the way i was feeling when things had all broken up. although have no reason to feel that way. back to watching porn all day, getting drunk, and whoring like around that time. when things were real bad.
now 8 months later, i feel the way i was feeling when things had all broken up. although have no reason to feel that way. back to watching porn all day, getting drunk, and whoring like around that time. when things were real bad.
