Venting infuriating (rant)

[Dumbass]

searching for articles about people who CTB in my city and apparently ~1 year ago there was a man selling SN. FROM MY CITY. and i had NO IDEA. this is so infuriating oh my god. i know logically i probably would've failed (would've done it raw w/o benzos or whatever else) but either way i cant believe i missed that opportunity

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel in such a way as personally I wish for a poison method to take away all my suffering, but anyway I wish you the best.