I feel so bad and guilty that I want to kill myself because I know how bad it'd hurt my parents but... I just want it to end.
I suffer from chronic social anxiety, generalized anxiety, agoraphobia, panic disorder, and depression. I've done therapies and meds. I'm still struggling, I still have things to try but there will always be things to try.
I wake up feeling miserable, I'm constantly suffering and I want to die. But then I hesitate when I think of my dogs, parents, and little brother.
I just want it to end... Sadly I no longer have a cbt method besides hanging which isn't quick enough and is known for its attempts with fails.
I'm so tired, so lost, and everyday I stay alive the more sad I become because the more I realize I really want to die but I feel bad because of the loved ones I'm leaving behind. Creating an extra internal struggle that I don't need.
I just wanna be done! Like ugh
I suffer from chronic social anxiety, generalized anxiety, agoraphobia, panic disorder, and depression. I've done therapies and meds. I'm still struggling, I still have things to try but there will always be things to try.
I wake up feeling miserable, I'm constantly suffering and I want to die. But then I hesitate when I think of my dogs, parents, and little brother.
I just want it to end... Sadly I no longer have a cbt method besides hanging which isn't quick enough and is known for its attempts with fails.
I'm so tired, so lost, and everyday I stay alive the more sad I become because the more I realize I really want to die but I feel bad because of the loved ones I'm leaving behind. Creating an extra internal struggle that I don't need.
I just wanna be done! Like ugh
