In some ways death feels like only exciting part in lif

[Thefuture]

I feel guilty thinking that way truthfully. Because I know death is only dark and bring darkness. But my life feels over and the concept of death is exciting like dawn no only im free but its different. I'm not excited about shit any more.

 

[deathbydragon]

As the only certainty in life, it's the only possible thing to truly look forward to.

 

[Thefuture]

As the only certainty in life, it's the only possible thing to truly look forward to.

But its like for some people to be alive there's so much to look forward to. Like you been given a life to live no matter what you facing. But some just don't see any pretty not to prescribe to. But you a loser to have that state of mind even if everyone else does to they just not so straight to the point.

 

[jawdropped123]

Yeah for me too at this point my suicide plan is like a distraction from whats really going on with me and i feel like going to therapy is a waste of my time

 

[jimmy7754]

I'm trapped on the top floor and the stairs are on fire.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non existence is the only thing that I look forward to. It is the end to all suffering and it is true peace. Nothing can hurt me when I am dead. To me, life is horrifying and it is so pointless as well. I have never wanted to live. The only thing that gives me relief is that death will come one day, no matter what.