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lonerclown666

Mage
Dec 1, 2020
540
i cant tolerate this pain anymore i hate to wake up every day i know i always be a loser i am afraid of darkness but i cant live without hope anymore its over for me i hope in the being of 2022 i finally go from this world it will be hard for me but i will do it
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
I understand, life is really painful to go through and it's completely unnecessary. Death is the only salvation. I hope you find peace. Sending hugs.
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
1,482
Many of us here are overshadowed by darkness. Its feels like being stuck in a hole in the ground, unable to jump free.
 
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marinekiwi

marinekiwi

Student
Oct 28, 2021
148
Society has failed. It is so unfair that some individuals can live happy lifes while others go through each day in extreme pain.
There is no rock bottom, everything can always get infinitely worse in this hell we live in.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,628
It really is horrible being alive. I see it as a curse to be born in the first place. It is painful when everything is hopeless, I understand that. I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering.
 
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checkedout

Member
Nov 6, 2021
15
I'm sorry you're experiencing so much pain right now.
 
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Labean

Labean

Member
Nov 5, 2021
55
Мне жаль слышать, что вы переживаете, но после темной ночи всегда бывает рассвет.
 
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niki wonoto

Experienced
Oct 10, 2019
252
I'm sorry but how old are you? I'm almost 40 yrs old, so you can imagine how much a failure/loser I always feel everyday, & it makes me (heavily/severely) depressed & suicidal
 
Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
It really is horrible being alive. I see it as a curse to be born in the first place. It is painful when everything is hopeless, I understand that. I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering.
Its very horrible for me.
 

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