Venting In a dark place

[Life sucks]

I'm really in a dark place
Nobody knows what I went through and it was all alone.
I lost myself and everything. I lost my brain. I'm not a human anymore, I'm just flesh with pain every cell in body all the time.
I'm already lost, even if I didn't ctb, it's a slow death filled with pain. Sometimes I feel death is approaching.
I need to escape this nightmare. I shouldn't exist anymore

 

[jawdropped123]

I see youre going thru a truly difficult time atm. Do you wish to talk about it? If you do just pm me.
Have a great day.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are in such an awful situation. I know that this life can be unbearable when you are suffering so much. This life is so cruel and awful. I just want to be free from life as well. I wish you the best.

 

[fatefulstillness]

I'm so sorry you're going through something so awful. I've read some of your posts and we're not going through the same, but for a very, very long time I lost myself as well, I was not human. I'll never recover what was lost. If you need someone to talk to or to just listen, you can send me a message. Sending you a big hug.

 

[Life sucks]

I see youre going thru a truly difficult time atm. Do you wish to talk about it? If you do just pm me.
Have a great day.

I'm sorry that you are in such an awful situation. I know that this life can be unbearable when you are suffering so much. This life is so cruel and awful. I just want to be free from life as well. I wish you the best.

I'm so sorry you're going through something so awful. I've read some of your posts and we're not going through the same, but for a very, very long time I lost myself as well, I was not human. I'll never recover what was lost. If you need someone to talk to or to just listen, you can send me a message. Sending you a big hug.

Thank you very much
I really appreciate it