I have so many feelings about it. Surprised, scared, comforted knowing that I have a way out. But ultimately sad that it had to come to this. I figured I'd buy it now before it becomes banned. I feel like it's catching on as a ctb method. I don't think I"ll be ctbing in the super near future, but it's nice to just have it around..
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,667
Yeah, I think I would feel pretty relieved if I had it, just knowing there is a way out of this life. I understand why you would feel sad though. I wish you well.I wish I could impulsively buy SN but most of the time I'm broke as f... and customs seize everything, even if it's just a green tea extract
Tesha
Life too shall pass
- May 31, 2020
- 927
I've done the same with N (fortunate I was in the position to do so). I think buying it impulsively is ok, but using it impulsively, not so much..It's smart to buy it now that it's still legal in most places and dirt cheap. I also bought it recently and received it today. Sale to private individuals has already been "banned" here my undisclosed European home country, not by law but on the sellers initiatives. Luckily some seller from Turkey still sells it to individuals, stealthy packaging, no questions asked. I feel relieved to have it, it's nice to have an insurance policy, a relatively peaceful ticket out of this mess we call life.
Rob1984
A day in the life
- Jan 8, 2021
- 158
I bought 2 things of it, just in case it does get restricted in the nearby future. It's not too expensive for what it offers. I'm not opening either until I decide to ingest it.
xkonstantinexx
Member
- Jun 11, 2021
- 78
I absolutely love it being coined as an insurance policy cause that's exactly what it is to me.
After months of contemplating to CTB, I finally purchased SN today. It was an impulsive buy. I found out that the ex has moved on with someone new. Unfortunately, I don't feel relief yet. Maybe once I have it in my hands, it will feel different.Similar threads
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