Venting Immense lonliness on the holidays

[Lulu Land]

Today I woke up with the sense that, it's not really Christmas. Now I know that sounds stupid, but everything is just an emptiness feeling for me. Not to mention my brother just said he wished I were dead. The only thing I do feel happy about is that I'm finally able to bring myself to speak to my s/o again. Besides that, the rest of this holiday season has mainly been met with dread. But I know nothing can truly help it as I've used my (healthy) coping methods numerous of times to the point that they know longer work. I guess I'll be stuck here on this lonely Christmas,

But to anyone out there who celebrates the holidays, happy holidays! And if you don't, happy early new year! And if you don't even celebrate that, then I wish you a happy rest of the year <3

 

[Brick In The Wall]

You're not entirely alone, we're here. The Holidays are tough on most people, but especially so for most of the lovely souls here.

I wish I had more to say, something festive or uplifting maybe. But I've got nothing. I hope the rest of your day isn't too bad

 

[Lulu Land]

You're not entirely alone, we're here. The Holidays are tough on most people, but especially so for most of the lovely souls here.

I wish I had more to say, something festive or uplifting maybe. But I've got nothing. I hope the rest of your day isn't too bad

Thank you, this means a lot to me to hear, I hope your day goes amazing <3

 

[Deleted member 22624]

Very sweet, thank you, you too. Incredible that your brother said that. So sad, so sorry. And sorry you couldn't be with your s/o over Xmas!

 

[Deleted member 94]

Alt.suicide.holidays or ash was created because of the number of people committing suicide around holiday times. It's a recurring thing.

Loneliness gets to people more at this time of year.