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Bullit

Bullit

Mage
May 6, 2021
504
We are the characters in the movie,being stalked one by one by the pitiless monster. ( Bonus points if you can guess what the monster symbolizes!)
Here we are in the old house making our stand: The handsome young scientist....the old scientist,who created the monster ,maybe....his beautiful daughter...the untrustworthy cowardly guy( who is also hot for the daughter)...a couple of lesser characters who get killed first.
The cowardly guy dies late in the movie,killed either by trying to run away,or killed by handsome guy trying to get it on with the daughter.
In most old time monster movies the handsome man and the beautiful daughter kill the monster and survive.
What if this is a dark movie and the monster kills...everybody. Then goes forth into the world.

I think WE are all handsome scientists and beautiful girls. We are being stalked by the monster and there is no escape. He will get us. If you know you're doomed why spend time and energy fighting it?

Why suffer so much trying to avoid the monster,only to be gotten in the end? I want to end this awful life,but I think SI is winning and ctb seems more and more difficult.

Sorry if this comes across as bullshit! I am cleaning my house gotta move! Ugh! Fuck!
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,157
I don't believe in satan, but I will say that I think satan is employing the most triggering movie extras to go past me everyday. The worst triggers/people cross my path. It is like he knows what really disturbs me and then puts them in my way. It seems to be getting worse and worse.

I wonder where you are moving to? Is it a good move?
 
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Bullit

Bullit

Mage
May 6, 2021
504
Yes down a few blocks in my town. Its cheaper,but the place I'm leaving would've been a good ctb place! Wish I dixit!
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,233
All of our monsters are different, but don't we live that basic life now?
 
Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

NULL
May 27, 2020
1,699
To me the monster is The Thing - from the 1982 movie of the same name.
 
Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,157
Yes down a few blocks in my town. Its cheaper,but the place I'm leaving would've been a good ctb place! Wish I dixit!
What makes old place better for doing it?
 
Bullit

Bullit

Mage
May 6, 2021
504
More private. New place is smaller.
 
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insanedoomer

insanedoomer

Zé"HaZarD
Jan 10, 2021
244
we all have our personal monsters , life simply after all is a suicide win or a live lose machine .
 

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