I'm unlovable

[Sadbanana]

I'm autistic retard that makes everyone around them uncomfortable. I thought I have changed, that I can actually talk to people. But everyone who gets to know me leaves me. People don't tell me what they actually think about me. They instead tell me some good sounding bs.

I know I'm probably going to be for ever alone. I won't experience real connection and acceptance. Because I can't change the way I'm, no metter how hard I try. I wish it wasn't true.

I wish at least suicide would be easy. But maybe I'm just too mentally disabled to do that too.

 

[plskilme]

You're not alone in that friend. I suffer from the tism, inattentive ADHD, and anxiety/depression. I make friends and its only a matter of time before they leave my ass... I want to die, but I can't bring myself to it when I'm about to do the deed...

 

[Sadbanana]

You're not alone in that friend. I suffer from the tism, inattentive ADHD, and anxiety/depression. I make friends and its only a matter of time before they leave my ass... I want to die, but I can't bring myself to it when I'm about to do the deed...

I wish nobody would be born neurodivergent. It's just such a cruel fate in this world.

 

[MessyNonsense]

I used to want to be "normal". Now I'm starting to hate neurotypical people more and more. They're all so stupid and basic. If we keep judging ourselves by how much acceptance we get from neurotypicals, then of course we'll be miserable. Maybe we should just be friends with other autistic people. I know it doesn't sound like fun being friends with people who, by definition, suck at human interaction, but it's gotta be better than nothing right

And btw just because you suck at human interaction doesn't mean there's something wrong with you or that you're unlovable. Human interaction may come naturally for neurotypicals, but it doesn't for some autistic people, and i don't see how that's any different from soccer coming naturally to one person and not to another person, for example. Is someone who's bad at soccer unlovable? No, they just suck at soccer, who cares. They should stop trying to be friends with soccer players and go hang out with the other people who suck at soccer