I'm trying everything to ctb I really dont want to be here anymore. I tried partial hanging a bunch of times but I can never go through with it. I ordered sn but i don't know how i will ever get metoclopramide. I have nowhere to go. I can barely eat I can barely sleep I can barely work. I just want it to stop. Somebody please help me.
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where did you order sn from? I'm in the uk and in dire need of it! Any information with regard to sources would be of great help!
I ordered mine from labwolf
But it takes forever to ship, like two whole weeks
I wish I could haunt drift off and never wake up again peacefully. But the truth is I can't even fall asleep from the horrible pain.Last edited:
untimelydemise
Member
- Jan 20, 2021
- 62
Hey bro, just checked them out, when you say they take two weeks to ship, do you mean two weeks between it being ordered and arriving, Or literally two weeks before they send it?
Have you received it yet?
How will it work in terms of actually crossing the border? Will it be able to get here?
WornOutLife
マット
- Mar 22, 2020
- 7,183
It seems we're in similar situations.
Anyway, I'll insist on partial. Can't access to other methods.
:(
fred farkle
Specialist
- Dec 17, 2020
- 346
Yo it's better not to mention names of sellers.
How many times I daydream of being rid of this reality so i partially understand how you feel. I share your pain so know you are not alone. This shared pain makes it a bit more bearable for me.
Good luck with your journey from here on.
plough22
Living but not really, just surviving
- May 1, 2020
- 226
I have SN but it came with no UN number, I don't know what I got but it's good to know I have another option.
I'm looking at hanging, just need a push and then peace in my head.
I cannot keep up the pain/thoughts of what I lost, acceptance of this future.bud miss my me, my old life.
if you want to end it, you'll always find a way, it'll be impulsive for me. I'll get the rope and hope that I have the strength to face the fear/pain but must not fail. That's my big worry, failing. Failing is not an option. Give me strengthLast edited:Similar threads
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