kunikuzushi
sause
- Jan 24, 2023
- 668
my partner looked at me with pure disgust and said, "I'm done. I don't want to be with you anymore. I only stayed with you because I felt bad for you."
and still I chased him through hallways and a parking garage with only socks on, getting cut by glass and who knows what else, begging him to talk to me one more time.
god im so pathetic.
after running for so long, i finally couldn't keep up and lost him. i panicked not knowing how to find him, but my body was too exhausted. i was defeated and lost him. i swore to myself i would never let him out of my sight if he leaves me. but my body failed me.
im pathetic.
i finally decided to wait at the first floor for a car to let me out because i was trapped in the garage with no keys. the door to the stairs opened and there he was. he looked at me with pity.
after everything i still asked him to stay with me. we spent the night together as usual. he told me he was sorry hundreds of times. we held each other close.
I'm truly so pathetic. i wish to leave this evil existence. I'm unlovable to the core. everyone that has ever been with me tells me they love me, then slowly realizes what a shit person i am and then they stay with me out of guilt because they know how miserable i am. I'm too tired to improve myself. so I just wish to die.
I'm in so much pain. it's unbearable. I'm so pathetic to beg for comfort and love from someone who just pities me. I want it to be over. 33 long years of begging for love from anyone. I want it to be over.
and still I chased him through hallways and a parking garage with only socks on, getting cut by glass and who knows what else, begging him to talk to me one more time.
god im so pathetic.
after running for so long, i finally couldn't keep up and lost him. i panicked not knowing how to find him, but my body was too exhausted. i was defeated and lost him. i swore to myself i would never let him out of my sight if he leaves me. but my body failed me.
im pathetic.
i finally decided to wait at the first floor for a car to let me out because i was trapped in the garage with no keys. the door to the stairs opened and there he was. he looked at me with pity.
after everything i still asked him to stay with me. we spent the night together as usual. he told me he was sorry hundreds of times. we held each other close.
I'm truly so pathetic. i wish to leave this evil existence. I'm unlovable to the core. everyone that has ever been with me tells me they love me, then slowly realizes what a shit person i am and then they stay with me out of guilt because they know how miserable i am. I'm too tired to improve myself. so I just wish to die.
I'm in so much pain. it's unbearable. I'm so pathetic to beg for comfort and love from someone who just pities me. I want it to be over. 33 long years of begging for love from anyone. I want it to be over.
