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SHThrowAway213

SHThrowAway213

That's the hell I live with
Apr 19, 2018
659
I'm tired.
I'm tired of still being alive.
I'm tired of being in money troubles
I'm tired of having mental health problems
I'm tired of being too scared of surviving to jump
I'm tired of having to stay alive for my husband
I'm tired of never seeing him
I'm tired of the mood swings
I'm tired of never getting any shifts at work
I'm tired of not being able to drink
I'm tired of my alcoholicm
I'm tired of being too worried all the time
I'm tired of everything
I'm tired of wanting to die
I'm just so fucking tired.
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
Sending you hugs and love. I'm tired too.
 
Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
2,225
Some of your sentences I could write myself, sorry you are in the place, sending hugs
 
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Epsilon0

Enlightened
Dec 28, 2019
1,874
I'm tired of hearing my own thoughts.
I'm tired of words. They cut through me like knives through soft butter.
 
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Cevapcici

Student
Dec 30, 2018
146
I know the feels. I hope you can find a way out of this situation. :hug:
 
faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
I was once thinking what if my tiredness is just an illusion. And got tired again. We are in the same boat, you are not alone :heart:
 

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