Venting I'm so tired

[heirofvoid]

It's so exhausting to be so anxious 24/7 and that I can't stop myself from having negative thoughts. I don't want this anymore. I've tried everything and won't go onto details about it but god I am just so tired. I feel like I wasn't meant to be born at all because I don't even like existing. I keep dreading waking up and just being alive. I'm not cut out for this. I'm too weak for this.

 

[little helpers]

same. anxiety person here.

I immediately thought of this Fugazi song upon reading the title and words.

"I'm so tired
sheep are counting me
no more sorrow
no more energy
no more patient
you can write that down
it's all too crazy
I'm not sticking 'round"

ah, fucking wanna die to this song.

 

[Callie Arcale]

Me too. Just starting taking Zoloft again. I don't know what to do anymore…

 

[FuneralCry]

Anxiety can be very awful, and I understand that it can be hard to carry on when you are tired of everything. I have so much dread each day and I want nothing to do with life, I understand. Every day I wish I could fall asleep and never wake again. I'm sorry you have to go through this. I wish you the best.

 

[Crazy4u]

I feel for you. Anxiety is worse than depression IMO because it can be visible

 

[D&D]

Bone tired. Weary.

Remembering, "Why do you stay in prison when the door is so wide open? Move outside the tangle of fear-thinking. The entrance door to the sanctuary is inside you." (Rumi)

 

[Insomniac]

It's so exhausting to be so anxious 24/7 and that I can't stop myself from having negative thoughts. I don't want this anymore. I've tried everything and won't go onto details about it but god I am just so tired. I feel like I wasn't meant to be born at all because I don't even like existing. I keep dreading waking up and just being alive. I'm not cut out for this. I'm too weak for this.

I'm really exhausted too. I just don't know what to do with myself anymore. my death is long overdue and I'm just existing.