Venting I’m so tired of life

[pandabe78]

I'm so tired I just want to go but I don't have a way. The "friends" I have want nothing to do with me. The barley respond and I just can't do it anymore. Nights have been getting harder and I'm wondering if I should just take all of the prescription meds in the cabinet and hope for death. I don't think anyone would really care and I'm at the point where it's been over three years now I don't really care if they do. They didn't care when I was alive so why would they when I am dead. I just don't have a way that'll work and I'm so tired of being called a liar and now I've masked too much no one will believe me.

 

[alwaysalone]

I'm so tired I just want to go but I don't have a way. The "friends" I have want nothing to do with me. The barley respond and I just can't do it anymore. Nights have been getting harder and I'm wondering if I should just take all of the prescription meds in the cabinet and hope for death. I don't think anyone would really care and I'm at the point where it's been over three years now I don't really care if they do. They didn't care when I was alive so why would they when I am dead. I just don't have a way that'll work and I'm so tired of being called a liar and now I've masked too much no one will believe me.

I'm so sorry. I know how it feels to be so emotionally tired nothing matters. Prescription medicines rarely work well for suicide. Think about it carefully because you're more likely to make yourself physically ill on top of everything else.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of it all, I also feel so tired of suffering and it's tiredness only ceasing to exist can bring me relief from, I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[SchizoPolyGymnast]

I'm so tired I just want to go but I don't have a way. The "friends" I have want nothing to do with me. The barley respond and I just can't do it anymore. Nights have been getting harder and I'm wondering if I should just take all of the prescription meds in the cabinet and hope for death. I don't think anyone would really care and I'm at the point where it's been over three years now I don't really care if they do. They didn't care when I was alive so why would they when I am dead. I just don't have a way that'll work and I'm so tired of being called a liar and now I've masked too much no one will believe me.

I've been told I am a good person with an amazing life and honestly? I don't care. I don't want it. Someone else can have it. Even a good book has to come to an end. I wish pneumonia had killed me when it had the chance.