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anonbpdgirl

anonbpdgirl

Student
Aug 31, 2019
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I just want to kill myself. I'm so tired of this unrelenting heaviness inside of me. I want to die, I want to die, I want to die.

Why isn't it easy? Why can't I just do it? Why do I have to buy things online or go to a place? Why can't I just fucking die? Why is it so fucking hard?

I just want to die.
 
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pleasethistime

Experienced
Jun 25, 2018
256
Because prisons have no easy exit
 
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nitroautnz

nitroautnz

Specialist
Sep 11, 2020
361
Unfortunately, but I know what you going through im really tired of leaving too.Thats the best definition of how a feel, just tired of leaving.
 
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grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
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I'm sorry you feel so bad. I also have troubles in killing myself. It's actually hard to commit suicide painlessly and with dignity. Fortunately we all gonna die sooner or later! We're gonna reunite after death and suffering will be finally over! Our bodies and broken minds won't be a prison for our souls anymore! I'm sure you will succeed in anything you want to do. Sending love <3
 
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