I’m so glad I found this website

[Deadlyroses]

CTB is how my story was always going to end, with or without me finding this website. But..had I not found this site, my ctb would've likely involved a significant amount of discomfort and pain and suffering.

I now have SN and all the meds needed to follow the guide. My own "kit" if you will. I don't have a ctb date set as of yet. But it's such a good feeling to know that I have what I need to make it (relatively) peaceful.

 

[hahabye]

I felt exactly the same when I found this forum!

I've been researching suicide methods since I was a teen. All those options that come up on Google first, such as jumping, hanging, etc., terrified me and I felt so trapped.

Finding out about N felt incredibly liberating, like a golden ticket that I was always looking for.

 

[WornOutLife]

Same here!
SS has helped me a lot so as not to be so desperate.
Don't have my SN yet but, I might get it some day.

Whatever happens, wish you lots of love and peace!

Hugs,

Matt

 

[FuneralCry]

Yeah, this website is a huge help. If it wasn't for all the stories here, I would have probably overdosed on loads of pills which I now know is a bad idea. It is good to know SN is always there as an option. I wish you the best with what you doing.

 

[PaxAmerica]

I know and even understand why some people oppose this website as they fear it encourages suicide. I dont know about that. All I can say is that I really appreciate it and being able to chat to people in a similar state of mind. I can only speak as I find.