RealLostSoul
once rock bottom, always rock bottom
- Oct 11, 2019
- 212
Hi so I am back with another post as I want to keep you guys updated and I once again need your help.
So unfortunately I have to report that I have not been planning that much lately as I have some positive things in the pipeline potentially. One is, you know how I said I don't have anything left after the paramedic exam? Yea my mother kinda got a grasp on that so she booked a vacation to france for a week in exactly 2 weeks. I will see a good friend from way back again and generally seeing the beach and sea once again will be pleasant. I am definitely going to hold out for that, it will not change a lot but I put it on my bucket list.
The other is, depending on how some things will play out, I am maybe dropping out of university in september (this would 100% seal me killing myself) because I am unable to keep studying and my mom won't pay if I do little to nothing, obviously but potentially I have the chance to maybe make it until then (a lot of factors play into this and I am too tired to explain them rn).
so to be short, I still want to order sn in case it's all bad (or at leadt going to be). I have a source but it's from the US. I live in EU and want to know if because of this private owner thing I run the risk of police coming for my ass? One of my friends (shoutouts to him) got busted just because he mentioned he is suicidal and a "friend" called them on him and he got involuntarily hospitalized like wtf. The mentally ill get treated like convicts. Fact.
so if I got police on me I won't be able to make it out again especially not if I order pure SN from overseas . They will know me bc I will have to use my paypal to pay sooo what do you guys recommend? Will they come for me? I am very afraid of that happening. Maybe I could order now to use the vacation as an escape (I suppose it takes 2 weeks to ship)? I need advice on this please thank you.
So unfortunately I have to report that I have not been planning that much lately as I have some positive things in the pipeline potentially. One is, you know how I said I don't have anything left after the paramedic exam? Yea my mother kinda got a grasp on that so she booked a vacation to france for a week in exactly 2 weeks. I will see a good friend from way back again and generally seeing the beach and sea once again will be pleasant. I am definitely going to hold out for that, it will not change a lot but I put it on my bucket list.
The other is, depending on how some things will play out, I am maybe dropping out of university in september (this would 100% seal me killing myself) because I am unable to keep studying and my mom won't pay if I do little to nothing, obviously but potentially I have the chance to maybe make it until then (a lot of factors play into this and I am too tired to explain them rn).
so to be short, I still want to order sn in case it's all bad (or at leadt going to be). I have a source but it's from the US. I live in EU and want to know if because of this private owner thing I run the risk of police coming for my ass? One of my friends (shoutouts to him) got busted just because he mentioned he is suicidal and a "friend" called them on him and he got involuntarily hospitalized like wtf. The mentally ill get treated like convicts. Fact.
so if I got police on me I won't be able to make it out again especially not if I order pure SN from overseas . They will know me bc I will have to use my paypal to pay sooo what do you guys recommend? Will they come for me? I am very afraid of that happening. Maybe I could order now to use the vacation as an escape (I suppose it takes 2 weeks to ship)? I need advice on this please thank you.
